Growing Up

As I said before, this month is complicated for me, mainly next week. Starting on 23rd until 31st. Exams every day which is the worst thing ever!
I can say I'm under a lot of pressure these days; school because my mum is paying it and if I don't pass every test I don't make it to next school year and that I do not want because she'd kill me and because I do not want that for me. Period. Than because right after the week-of-hell (as I like to call it) I start taking my driver's license. God, I couldn't be more nervous... I want to take it but I'm scared or maybe is more terrified. But on top of that I'm still having that "teenage-crisis" where I want to grow up even though I don't want to grow up. I know I'm complicated and there are people with way more serious problems than me but is tough, ok?

I'm so nervous and afraid of Monday... You can't imagine. Just thinking about it...


Anyway, I listened to this and my mood got better a bit so I decided to write the lyrics, might help someone else.

Photograph, remembering the summer

It takes me back, to southern California

When the girls would all pass

On the boardwalk and laugh

At our desperate attempts and our sunburned backs

We never had a chance, I remember that

And no matter what we do,

We'll never lose what we had growing up.

It won't bring us down,

Yeah, growing up,

It won't bring us down

Growing up won't bring us down

Growing up won't bring us down

Graduate, what's a kid to do now?

Get away, yeah

We've got so much to prove

'Cause it's time to move on

And I'm stuck to let go,

But then Wonderwall comes on the radio,

I flashback to the night in your parent's yard.

When we drank too much and we talked about God...

Growing up,

It won't bring us down,

Yeah, growing up,

It won't bring us down

Growing up won't bring us down

We're in this together

Yeah, we'll make somehow

Nothing's gonna stop us now

Growing up won't bring us down

Growing up won't being us down

Growing up won't bring us down...

Photograph, oh, give something to remember...

Growing up,

It won't bring us down,

Yeah, growing up,

It won't bring us down

We're in this together

Yeah, we'll make somehow

Nothing's gonna stop us now

Growing up won't bring us down

Growing up won't being us down

Growing up won't bring us down

Growing up won't bring us down...

By: The Maine.

This song helps to dissipate my "crisis" somehow.

Well, if in the next days I don't write a post everyday you now know the reason why.

Wish me luck ;) I sure will need it.

xx