It's My Birthday!

Hello!

My last weeks have been a whirldwind with exams which ended last Friday and amazingly at the same day I had a birthday party. We went clubing and let me just tell you I hadn't had fun like that in such a long time... We are definitly repeting that asap and that's a promise.

So today it's my 19th birthday.

I'm not doing anything fancy, just staying home with my family and enjoying some relaxing time after a rough past week.
I feel old. God, I can't believe is my last year as a teenager... Jesus, where did time go?!

Well, I decided that if this is my last year as a teen I should enjoy it as much as I can therefore I'm doing something diferent everyday. Some days I'm sure it's going to be something small but I'm hoping for some big events coming from myself this next year. I thought about buying a little notebook and writing down all those new things my life is about to receive, let's just hope I can do that.

Thus, all I have to say is... here's to the new last old (if that maskes sense).

xx

Fall Out Boy Returns

Hi!

Yup. That's what I wrote on Tumblr.

After 3 years Fall Out Boy is back with a new single, album and tour.
HOW UNBELIEVABLE IS THAT?

So this is the first single - My Song Knows What You Did In The Dark (Light Em Up) - the album is called Save Rock And Roll and comes out May 6/7.

About the song... as someone said on Youtube this isn't saving Rock and Roll, honestly, it isn't. True. But it's somehow catchy and I think that was the idea.

Well I have to confess that when I saw the fuss on Tumblr I started flipping out and I shredded a tear. Can you believe that? I hadn't cried for any band before. I guess it happened because this last weekend I thought about FOB and when would they come back and then Monday comes and bam!
This band branded so deeply my teenage years that I can't even explain...

That's enough for now. Let me just finished saying that I hope the rest of the album isn't like this.
But either way, I'm pretty happy. Maybe now I'll able to see them life for the first time. If that happens someday I think I might pass out. I'm serious.

xx

Growing Up

As I said before, this month is complicated for me, mainly next week. Starting on 23rd until 31st. Exams every day which is the worst thing ever!
I can say I'm under a lot of pressure these days; school because my mum is paying it and if I don't pass every test I don't make it to next school year and that I do not want because she'd kill me and because I do not want that for me. Period. Than because right after the week-of-hell (as I like to call it) I start taking my driver's license. God, I couldn't be more nervous... I want to take it but I'm scared or maybe is more terrified. But on top of that I'm still having that "teenage-crisis" where I want to grow up even though I don't want to grow up. I know I'm complicated and there are people with way more serious problems than me but is tough, ok?

Music Video: The Kids From Yesterday - My Chemical Romance

Today was a good day, yes, definitely, but my mood most of the day was pretty low.

When I got home I turned on my laptop and went to Youtube to check my subscriptions as I always do, the only difference was when I saw the new My Chemical Romance music video for The Kids Of Yesterday. Oh, my day couldn't be lower... Don't get me wrong, I love MCR from the deepest place on my heart as well as this song, the lyrics are amazing but when you're in those days when you want to be a teenager forever or at least a few more years but you can't and then rewind on all those past teenage years and notice they were wasted... on nothing... Oh, it just don't get better...

Anyway I called one of my best friends ever and she helped me (oh, she is helping me, we're still on the phone) to raise my mood.

So, the video was made by a fan who posted a fan-made video on Youtube and MCR saw it and than contacted and asked her if she would like to make the official music video for this song, how cool is that??!! Ahhh!!

The song just makes me think about this "crisis" I'm having and well it's kind of sad because the song is so amazing and now I will always remember that time when I saw the video for the first time I was half through a "teenage-crisis". This memory is going to be attached to the song forever... Great way to ruined it.

xx

Lack Of Motivation

Hi!

Today's post is not going to be about fashion, nor books nor even music. Don't even know what is going to be about... I just have some ideas and I'm writing them all down.