Jazz It Up

I've been away for more than a month so I decided to write something in order to update the blog accordingly to my actual life.
Summer went by and I almost didn't see it. It just passed by me in such a hurry that I was unable to say hi. It's September already and classes are around the weekend. How did this happen? Time doesn't fly, time runs like Flash (DC Comics) or Sonic.

What I remember most about these last 3 months was how much fun I had.
Music was such a big part of my days like it used to be a few years ago and I missed having constant music around me. If you're wondering what song was my jam this Summer, well it's between Get Lucky (obviously) and as unbelievable as it may seem Birthday by Selena Gomez. I don't know why but that song just keeps me pumped. It's an empowering song for girls, so I guess that's why.

Autumn is almost here, so that's a good thing. For sure. How I miss the rain and the cold wheather...
Another good thing is the fact October is around the corner and that means each day I'm a step closer to seeing You Me At Six live for the first time. I CAN'T WAIT! I'm so anxious and excited... Just thinking about it... I don't know why, though, because I've never been this "emotional" with a concert before so I just hope I don't get any disappointments in the end. That would be awful.

I want - this time I'm serious - to write more often on this blog. It's been unattended for too long.

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It's My Birthday!

Hello!

My last weeks have been a whirldwind with exams which ended last Friday and amazingly at the same day I had a birthday party. We went clubing and let me just tell you I hadn't had fun like that in such a long time... We are definitly repeting that asap and that's a promise.

So today it's my 19th birthday.

I'm not doing anything fancy, just staying home with my family and enjoying some relaxing time after a rough past week.
I feel old. God, I can't believe is my last year as a teenager... Jesus, where did time go?!

Well, I decided that if this is my last year as a teen I should enjoy it as much as I can therefore I'm doing something diferent everyday. Some days I'm sure it's going to be something small but I'm hoping for some big events coming from myself this next year. I thought about buying a little notebook and writing down all those new things my life is about to receive, let's just hope I can do that.

Thus, all I have to say is... here's to the new last old (if that maskes sense).

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It's My Birthday

I turn 18 today.

When I was 12 I thought that turning eighteen was the best that could happen in life. You become legally responsible of yourself and for my twelve-year-old brain that was the coolest thing ever.

But today was anything but cool. I spend the day at home just doing nothing. I skipped school because it's not everyday you turn 18 and my mom told me I kind of deserved it.

In my mind I'm not 18. I'm still 15 or 16. And now during this last minute of the day I'm not happy, excited or anything similar. I feel like I need to battery myself if that makes any sense.

And because it's Monday it's not welcome to plan dinners when the day after you have to wake up early so Friday or Saturday I will celebrate my 18th birthday properly.

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Nervous...

Hi!

Quick post. Just to inform you how bad my exam will go tomorrow.

This is me at this precise moment. True story.

And should absolutely be the opposite. Tomorrow is going to be so bad! I don't know anything... oh, God...

It's late. Not too late, though, normally I'd go to bed in 1-2 hours I think... but today that is not going to happen because in a few hours I have to be awake to study, take a shower and go to school which leaves me with so little time and so much to do!...

I'm nervous. I'm nervous, so nervous.

Wish me luck ;)

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Growing Up

As I said before, this month is complicated for me, mainly next week. Starting on 23rd until 31st. Exams every day which is the worst thing ever!
I can say I'm under a lot of pressure these days; school because my mum is paying it and if I don't pass every test I don't make it to next school year and that I do not want because she'd kill me and because I do not want that for me. Period. Than because right after the week-of-hell (as I like to call it) I start taking my driver's license. God, I couldn't be more nervous... I want to take it but I'm scared or maybe is more terrified. But on top of that I'm still having that "teenage-crisis" where I want to grow up even though I don't want to grow up. I know I'm complicated and there are people with way more serious problems than me but is tough, ok?

Happy First Anniversary MWT!

This is the 365th post on My Writing Thorp which means I reached one year of blogging!

I've tried many times before MWT to make a blog and write daily or almost but never had done it until today. I can say I've been a blogger for one entire year and couldn't be more amused with the results. It's been really fun. So I hope to make it to 2 years and have a similar post this time next year that would be amazing.

If you're a regular visitor, well thank you from the bottom of my heart ;) just thinking somebody takes their time reading some useless thing I wrote here makes me smile, so thanks.

xx

Tymr

Hello!

Yesterday after receiving my email with the invitation I created a Tymr account.

It's a new social network thus is only available in Beta version but so far I enjoyed very much my waste of time searching around. 

The goal is for you to manage in a more organized and fun way every event you have in your life Any type of event as you can see by the image above - Museum, Nightclub and Grocery shop. May sound lame but believe me is super fun! 

When you sign in it will tell you what is going to happen around your zone which I think is pretty cool.

And as I wrote here many times I'm not a Facebook adept so every social network that appears now I'm always a bit doubtful about how original and useful will be and Tymr really surprised me. Now I just wait for the "normal" version.

Oh and the "clip" idea is adorable!

If you decide to create an account, clip me ;) haha

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Lack Of Motivation

Hi!

Today's post is not going to be about fashion, nor books nor even music. Don't even know what is going to be about... I just have some ideas and I'm writing them all down.

Back-To-School?! Nooo!

Heya!

So, today my school books arrived, I bought them via internet, and let me tell if I was the tiniest bit "excited" for coming back to school well I'm not anymore. Just seen them made me feel tired and exhausted and that I-want-to-run-away feeling came instantly again.
I do get that school is important but seriously? It's tough. Sometimes it is really hard to get up in the morning and go mainly because all the people there don't know shit about anything in your live, yeah sometimes it's a good thing but there are those days...

Moving on, it's inevitable, school's going to start either I want it or not...
I haven't bought anything beyond the books I think that shows my enthusiasm.

Why am I talking about this?!
Sorry... :(

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Feeling Down

Today is not a good day for me. Maybe it's not just today, maybe it's the week.
This last days I've been feeling kind of sad or upset, I don't know, I just know that I'm not smiley as usual. And today even to put things worse I weighted myself. Yes, barefoot, not afraid and totally unconscious of what could've appeared.
I was never "fat", in primary school I'd pass hours without eating a single piece of food, maybe even days, because I was terrified of turning "fat".
Now, that I know the numbers that showed on that stupid machine I wish I was still capable of doing what I did when I was a kid, at least have the willpower. (even though I'm still not "fat")
And in our society we are constantly being attacked with "how cool is be super skinny", if you know what I mean, in commercials, on tv, on the internet, everywhere! God!
It's just complicated...
It's complicated and difficult being a girl these days, that's all I have to say...

Sorry for the moody post :S

xx